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"A matter of when"
1

Scared to turn things in your mind
afraid of what you might find
you're finally made to bear in mind
that our fate is intertwined...

Deep inside you're an ugly mess
you don't know how to express
the feelings deep down that you possess
instead you hide and try to suppress

It's just a matter of time
before you come
crawling back to me
it's just a matter of when
you will succumb
you'll beg on your knees

You've got your head stuck in the sand
you seem afraid to take a stand
when things don't go just as planned
I thought that you would understand...

 

"Careful boy"
2

Once she's set her mind on you
your fate is sealed and bound for good
well to her this is nothing new
her terms are clear and well understood

Be careful boy
cause you don't know
what you're getting into now
be careful boy
it's not as easy as it looks
from the outside

She tells you there is nothing to fear
as she covers your eyes and comforts you
I know to you she may sound sincere
but that's the trap that you’re falling into

Once you've set your foot out that door
you'll take a step you can never reverse
but to me you say "just a little bit more"
as your thoughts sink down towards the perverse

 

"The wounds you left"
3

Oh my love
where were you
when I needed
you by my side?

How naive
you pretended
to be as
we started the slide...

But I couldn't give
a damn about
the way you treated me
in the end
it hardly matters anymore
the wounds you left
will never mend

I won't be fooled by your
lonely words and your
lonely eyes
I won't be pulled by your
desperate lies and your
desperate tries...

I don't hold
any grudges
against you
for things you don't know

but you left
suddenly
when I least
expected you to go...

"Something to hide"
4

Now I know that there's something
you want to hide
I can see it in your eyes
whenever you lie

You've tried in vain just to keep
your secrets from me
you won't be able to keep them
from running free

All the lies
you devise
can't disguise
the truth down deep within you...
your fairytales
lack details
and always fail
to conceal the trouble you're into...

You're so naive to believe
that I won't know
things like this always come out
as time will show

I want to believe
but know you decieve
and I can't trust a word
that comes from your mouth

Now you're loosing your patience
and discipline
as the truth starts to surface
from deep within

 

"Repeat the Cycle"
5

Well I regret
that I've done this to you
but instinct takes me
and makes me do
some things I don't
necessarily want to do
but there's no one to stop me
or to see me

And so tonight I repeat the cycle
I'm back to where I started
around and around in a circle
I'm right back where I started...

May God have mercy
on my soul
as I spin further
out of control
I need something
to fill up this hole
there's no one to stop me
or to catch me

And so tonight I repeat the cycle
I'm back to where I started
around and around in a circle
I'm right back where I started...

I'm always the first
to roll the dice
to yield to thirst
and pay the price

 


"Weakest spot"
7

I will find
your weakest spot
where you're blind
I'll take my shot

When you thought
you're in the clear
you've been caught
your end is near

Don't you try
to refuse
don't you deny
you only confuse

I won't rest
until I'm done
and passed the test
and I have won


"The man I should be"
6

I'm not the man that I should be
I'm not the kind that you want me to be

But you should know
that I'm trying
and you should know
I'm not lying

If you could feel the lust in me
If you could know the hope in me

You'd think differently about me
you'd feel so strongly for me
you'd finally get to know me
then you'd be so deep in love with me...

I'm not the man I should be
I'm not the one you need me to be

but I should say
I don't share your views
and I will pray
that you find the truth

If you could taste the pain I feel
then you would hold the same ideals

And you'd think differently about me
you'd feel so strongly for me
you'd finally get to know me
and then you'd be so deep in love with me


"Hello"
8

The time has come
for us to go
they'll be another day
it will soon be "hello"

Don't ever look back
you have to let go
just set out on a new path
to something that you cannot know

I promise you
we won't be long
we will come back here someday
cause this is right where we belong

The time has come
for us to go
they'll be another day
it will soon be "hello"

 


"One of the few"
11

Stupidity comes
in so many forms
but your's is one
I've never seen before

Undoubtedly dumb
you've caused such a storm
by the foolish thing you've done
that no one can ignore

Everything that you touch always falls apart
everything that you do is cursed from the start
a long line of failures that lie in your wake
a long list of losses and stupid mistakes...

It's animals like you
that deserve all the blame
you're the reason why
everything is deranged

You’re one of the few
I can't seem to tame
no matter what I try
you will never change


"Stranger to suffering"
10

Oh brave one
you did what you could
cards stacked against you
you did what you should

Oh bold one
stranger to suffering
feeling the pinch
you never went running

Your sweet innocence
like a newborn
shining with confidence
no hope is forlorn

Oh fearless one
the odds were against you
the game can't be won
but you still played it through

Oh precious one
stay under my wing
for your protection
to escape from the sting

Stranger to suffering
you can't know the pain
that I feel in my soul
from years of playing this game


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